A poem for my short story that is coming...

Waiting for the clock,
To begin to mock-
As I sit at the dock
Trying not to be in shock
*
Sitting and working here
Needing no emotions of cheer
I believe it all came in clear
When I heard him call me "Dear"
*
Now i dont know
I think it was all for show-
Perhaps pretty low,
For him to let me go.
*
But there are
Bigger
Better
and the possibility of Forever.